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Its just so reoccuring, I went to the gym, and I did a ok work out. I feel good, I feel great, then...I just feel fat. I look in the mirror and I just see fat...I know i'm not small, but i'm not what i'm seeing, and even though I know that I can't help what I see and I cant help what feel. I'm gonna go back though, back to the gym tomorrow, face my toughest critic...me.
Tomorrow will be better, tomorrow I will eat well, tomorrow I will work out well, tomorrow I will try to look past all the illusions in my head and see me...I just want to see me...not fat!