forgotten
I have sunk into a new low, I'm sinking and I just dont think I can get out, I have had hope stripped from me, I have had hope taken from me....I now wonder do I care...does anyone care?
I think I am all alone...I am all alone, I want to be all alone....I need to get away, I hate what I have become, I am disgusted, I am disgusted, I am disgusted....I want to be forgotten
posted by laura @ 2:35 PM
12 Comments:
Honey, you need to take a long look at what you want and where you're headed and just take baby steps. If the dieting is too hard, don't worry about it for now, but at least get some fresh air. Go for a walk everyday, even if it is just for 10 minutes. You'll be amazed at what some sunshine can do to make you feel better. Maybe you need to talk to a professional - counselling can do you the world of good and there are heaps of great places around. Start with the phone book and call someone.
and Yes there are a lot of us who care and we're here for you, whenever you need us, but the first step has to be taken by you. If you want to email me i'm at fatcow662005"at"hotmail"dot"com. You don't have to go through this alone hon.
Bri
Briony has given you some excellent advice. You need to do something to help yourself each day even if it is just something small. A walk will help clear your head and put things into perspective. You have come so far. You have lost a lot of weight, remember Daves' reaction and you have got through a cancer scare. You have been sick. Perhaps the new meds you are on are also affecting your moods. Go back to teh Dr and tell him exactly how you are feeling. Be honest and help will be forthcoming. You are not alone but still need to remember that you can be your own best friend. You are worth the effort required to get through this so don't give up on yourself. We are here to listen if you need to vent so just keep the door open and let people in.
T Cares. Your friends care.
You will NOT be forgotten.
So you might as well kick on and make us all sit up and take notice. I am sure the name Laura will be one that inspires a lot of people in the future.
You CAN do this.
*hugs*
Oh so negative,
It's such a shame that you cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel!!!
Hang in there hun :)
Em
Hang in there, Laura! Remember, we're in this together and we're all here for you!
You arent alone - nor will we forget you!! Please dont give up on yourself, whatever is making you feel so down wont last forever....
A lot of people care. A lot of us have been where you are.
But I think that you're using food and dieting and exercise, and trying to control all of that, as a distraction from dealing with what's really bothering you.
You are worth the effort darl. If you really don't want to feel like this anymore, bite the bullet and GET SOME HELP. Don't think you have to suffer alone and figure it out for yourself.
We are all here for you xx
hang in there...
things will get better with time. just don't give up on yourself!
don't give up dude....
and no matter what you try and do you're so not going to be forgotten... so you should come back and get back to everything... this weight loss thing and sorting everything out is HARD...
but you can do this... everyone on here cares... and many of us have had the same feelings you just have to keep your head up and keep going.... you can do it
Hey Laura - you are not alone. There are many of us out here who are there for you.
Don't be afraid to ask for help - from whomever you can trust to help you. There are many of us who have been where you are and we are only to happy to help you.
I know at times things may seem really bleak and you wonder if you will ever feel good about anything again but hang in there, you will. This is a cliche I know but things are sent to try us and to teach us lessons and while we can't always see what the lesson is, it happens for a reason. JUST DON"T GIVE UP !
Hang in there and take care - you are so worth it.
You can explore the universe looking for somebody who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and you will not find that person anywhere.
Anonymous
I care. I know how you feel- I have been where you are. At the bottom of a deep pit, knowing nothing but self loathing. Please hear me when I say that getting fit and healthy does not make you happy... I had to get happy before I could get fit and healthy.
I know how hard it is- sometimes I didn't even want to be happy.. I didn't really know how.. But I got help.. And I really feel you should too. Many counselling services in the community bulk bill and offer fantastic, practical advice on how to deal with the things we use (food etc) in order to cover our emotions/feelings etc..
I care.
xx
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